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Have you ever wondered how much easier life would be if everyone could read each others thoughts? Like there was a newspaper on each person every day. you couldnt lie, or keep secrets, or hide feelings. Yeah, people would get hurt, and people would get into some major trouble, but i can see how useful that would be in the long run. For instance, if you liked someone,  they would know right away.  Sure, that could be slightly embarrasing, but you know, less people would go through their lives never telling someone how they feel, only to find out on their death bed that the one they were pining for shares their feelings. Am I feeling sentimental? Sure. Everyone gets that way sometimes.  Maybe its watching Mel and Gareth be so cutesie all the time. Now dont get me wrong, I LOVE Gareth and Mel, and that they are together. Its not like they go carrying on in the hallways at school like SOME people! *cough*. I dont know. Perhaps i should stop scoffing at Lauras intense need for a boyfriend. Then again, it IS late, and I could be just rambling.
           And back on the original subject, i wouldnt have to ask my Dad for money, which i absolutely cant do, because he would already know i wanted it. That would be so helpful. maybe I will become a super scientist and invent that somehow... along with a dream recording machine. Speaking of dreams, i had a weird one last night. The guy i used to like sent me a present and a letter ( for no reason) and a whole bunch of seafood ( which i dont eat) and extra stamps so i could send a letter back. It didnt make much sense, and all i could remember was refusing to open the letter, on grounds i cant explain. I woke up before i read the letter and I will forever be wondering what it said. Does that mean i still like him, even only a little? could be.  who knows. Nothing i can do about it anyways.  Best i just forget.
        That sucks though, needing to forget things. Has that ever happened to you? Where you have to forget or leave behind something you truly cared about? its very unfair. Oh well.  I guess i should scurry on off to bed then. it is sort of late, and I have to get up early tomorrow.