You know whatI realized today?
Nobody cares. Honestly. Nobody cares about anything.
Actually, scratch that. People care about one thing. Themselves.
It doesnt matter if someone asks you to do something, be somewhere... it doesnt matter if you could help someone out, it doesnt matter if for one goddamned second you consider someone else before yourself. Im so tired of it.
Im tired because every day I am caring.
If anyone asks me to be somewhere to support them, im there. If I tell someone I will be there, nothing is going to stop me. If anyone needs help, if anyone needs to borrow something, i give it to them. If someone is hungry, I feed them. If someone asks me a favour, I will do it. It doesnt matter if every hour in my day is full I will do anything to help someone if they ask for it.
Its not like im saying im perfect. Everyone slips up now and then. Everyone is selfish now and then.
Maybe im crazy. Maybe in this world, we have to look out for ourselves, because we know no one else is going to. Whatever. Im sick of giving in a world that refuses to give back.
( and no, im not targeting this at anyone, friends of mine who read this: Dont think im blaming you guys, or anything. I love you all, truly. Just sometimes, you have to rant. )
Nobody cares. Honestly. Nobody cares about anything.
Actually, scratch that. People care about one thing. Themselves.
It doesnt matter if someone asks you to do something, be somewhere... it doesnt matter if you could help someone out, it doesnt matter if for one goddamned second you consider someone else before yourself. Im so tired of it.
Im tired because every day I am caring.
If anyone asks me to be somewhere to support them, im there. If I tell someone I will be there, nothing is going to stop me. If anyone needs help, if anyone needs to borrow something, i give it to them. If someone is hungry, I feed them. If someone asks me a favour, I will do it. It doesnt matter if every hour in my day is full I will do anything to help someone if they ask for it.
Its not like im saying im perfect. Everyone slips up now and then. Everyone is selfish now and then.
Maybe im crazy. Maybe in this world, we have to look out for ourselves, because we know no one else is going to. Whatever. Im sick of giving in a world that refuses to give back.
( and no, im not targeting this at anyone, friends of mine who read this: Dont think im blaming you guys, or anything. I love you all, truly. Just sometimes, you have to rant. )
posted by Brianna @ 11:53 PM
4 Comments:
At January 30, 2007 8:31 AM,
Queen of Hearts said…
i know how you feel man. i do alot of things for people too, lots of little things that nobody really notices, and sometimes i ask meself ' why do i even bother??'
however eventually i realize that thats the kind of person i am.
rants are good, they get all the frusteration out, even if you don;t really mean all thethings you are saying...
dududu
*waves* ~lisa~
At January 30, 2007 11:01 PM,
barbara_mary said…
If you ever need a break, I miss our old sing alongs... we should get together to have dinner and musicals some time.
At January 30, 2007 11:52 PM,
The Voodoo Doll said…
Something we have in common Brianna...
I know I have my selfish moments, and I do ask favors of people alot, but I will do anything I can to make someone happier than me.
Hopefully there will be smiles spreading around soon for everyone...
At February 01, 2007 11:51 PM,
Marisha said…
"No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted"
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