Unnatural Disappointment

There was a party at Lauras last night. Ihad a really good time at the beginning. I was dressed in some of my new school clothes, which were really cool, and I looked fairly good too, especially with my new haircut. Pretty much all the people i wanted there showed up, and we just listened to music and hung out. I basically just flitted from conversation to conversation, not actually saying anything at all. I dont think anyone even noticed that I wasnt being as talkative as usual. Oh well, doesnt reallty matter. Anyway, it was normal Laura party, complete with Spin the bottle, which I wasnt really in the mood for. Despite that, I was, for some reason, disappointed in something. I dont get it myself. school is starting again soon, andI wanted this party to be this big fun sendoff thing to celebrate the end of the BEST SUMMER EVER. But no. However, there are two more partied this weekend, at Brad's and then Gareths, so that will be fun.