Sometimes I wonder:

• when all this became just a game to me
• why im so sensitive sometimes
• why sometimes nothing ever works out
• which Brianna I actually am
• why I like controversy so much
• why I dislike confrontation
• why I feel the need to shut out emotion
• when it became a question of need
• why Im such a stubborn ass

Maybe you dont understand. Dont worry, you dont have to.