Its that Time of the Year Again

And here I am, no hot date planned for tonight, like some people I know. And I didnt hook up at a certain party on Saturday, like some OTHER people I know. Not that im complaining or anything, i mean, come on, MEL is coming over. Who needs a boyfriend when youve got Mel, right? :P
I nearly forgot it was valentines actually. I mean, I KNEW but I guess i'm slightly preoccupied. I was pleasantly suprised this morning, however, when my mom brought me a box of lindt..or lindor I cant remember, chocolates. I sure wasnt expecting anything. Although, i guess I get something every year, i just forgot.
it seems like this year has already gone by in a blur. Sooner than I think this semester will be over and everyone will be going to their new school somewhere far away, leaving me behind. Its bad enough that my best friends might be away from me, but theres also a lot of people i met just this year and ive barely gotten to know them. Definitely not as much as I would like to, anyway.
I'm not sure why all this is hitting me right now. I guess on Valentines Day im thinking about all kinds of relationships, not just romantic ones. Actually, that makes sense, because i was thinking about my dad a little while ago, and now im thinking about my friends... this is sad.

Now where on earth have all these nice feelings come from? Where is the jerkface you have all come to know and love?? It seems that ive changed a little bit, which is odd. Usually my brain doesnt do that without my consent.

well, ending this post on a different note, I hope everyone gets all the love they deserve this valentines Day!

Lots of love,

Brianna