At An Impasse

Does anyone else feel like nothing is happening around here? I mean, today was the most boring day ive had in a very long time. Even when something is going on, it seems dulled somehow. I dont expect this to make sense, i dont get it myself. Its like our moving world suddenly stopped... and is at a standstill, or at least moving incredibly slowly. I dont know, even the air feels stale. Maybe its just me, but some great change has got to be around the corner. Can anyone feel that besides me? That little non existent current that tells you somethings coming? I think I sound crazy.

Also, it feels like something is.. missing. I cant for the life of me figure out what it is.

I sure hope i'm right, though, about the something coming thing. I cant stand this boring, this nothing. Ive gotten so used to our kind of crowd, where there's a new scandal every week, which gives the masses something to talk about. But theres some sort of lull in the going-ons.

anyways, i had a great weekend despite the fog of lethargy settling over everyone.
Friday night I went over to Lauras house around 6 to hang out with her and Tim. It was fun, talking the two of them. We pretty much just hung out and chatted, and we also showed Tim "Teen Girl Squad' on homestar, and he nearly busted a gut laughing so hard, as everyone should. Then, Lauras mom came home and told us she had won 1000 bucks on this lottery at work, so she took us out to dinner at Fast Eddies. Dinner was good, and we sang loudly to the tunes on the jukebox.

Saturday was Marthas party, but that wasnt going to be until late in the eveing, so I had nothing to do. Luckily, gareth called me up and said, hey, some people are going to the mall, come with. ( except not exactly in those words, im sure) So around 2 my mom drove me to the mall, and I met up with Gareth, Kevin, Stef, Rosie, and Mel at the waterclock. WE wasted about three hours being mallrats: buying stuff we didnt need, eating at the foodcourt, getting pictured taken in the booth. Good times, man. Oh, in Toys R Us, me, Stef, and Rosie found these "formal funk" boy Bratz and decided to find ourselves some prom dates, because we are just that cool. gareth and kevin are lame, however, and didnt want to join in the fun. This actually reminded me, is anyone else interested in doing the Elusive Easter bunny? This was originally Awesome Squads Spring idea of a secret Santa, but we decided to include anyone who wanted in on it. Basically, its anywhere from 10-20 bucks, but you have to buy a toy because.. well, im not sure why, we just decided that. We'll be exchanging on the day of me and Lauras spring break party, the day of which is still to be announced.

People involved in EEB ( elusive easter bunny) so far):
me
Megs
Stef
Kevin
Gareth
Glenn
Martha
Laura B
Tim
Mel
Rosie
Talissa

and I think thats it at the moment.. but if you want in, just let me know, because i think we should draw names fairly soon.

but on the original subject, after the mall, Me, Gareth, and Stef took the bus up to Lantzville to Marthas party. It was mostly AS, with some other friends of ours, and then some Woodlands people (Amy, Russell, and Liam) . We listened to music, played foosball. i lost miserably to Liam because i am so utterly inept, but then beat Stef, Megs, and kevin, because they are even worse then I am! ( which is a feat and a half). Most people left around 11, and then it was just AS - Gareth and Glenn, hanging around talking abotu stuff. Venting about everything under the sun, really.
Then me and Stefanie slept over at Marthas and girl talked for a while.
In the morning we made pancakes and Martha made a song. I dont really know why.
My mom picked me up at 12 and then a bunch of boring stuff happened 9 blah blah blah) until i went to the Oscar Party at 3.
There was only about 6 or 8 of us, but we had a grand time anyways. All the girls dressed up ( the guys didnt cause they are le suck) and we were so pretty! The Oscars themselves were rather lame, because I hadnt seen very many of the movies, and Chris Rock was rather sub par as host, unfortunately. But mocking everything ( especially Beyonce) was most excellent!
on Monday school was school, and I went to Dover with Gareth. Its so funny how people dont even look twice when we go there now. Its jst generally accepted that Brianna and Gareth are always around at Dover. I finally got my stupid CAPP hour form signed by Mr A, and i hung around with all my buddies ( or at least most of them) but shoot, im going to have to go back one of these days to get my prom ticket with Marcus.
On Monday when i came home my mom casually asked where I had been ( i was supposed to be hanging out with Laura in D block/ after school) and for some reason i didnt say I was with Gareth instead ( which was the truth, and perfectly reasonable) and my mom was like, thats a lie! Laura called 20 minutes ago! So then she grounded me for a week. Well, she said I could got to the plans I had for Tuesday, but then I would be grounded for a week after that! how much does THAT suck?? it means I cant have a games night this friday, and more importantly, i cant go to Megs b-day on Saturday! :( :( I was looking so forward to that too.. And whats worse, is i happen to be grounded precisely the same week that is the MOST BORING!! Arg....

enough complaining on that though. Tuesday was as boring as anything, just another school day that i tried to get through without falling asleep. When i came home things picked up a little though. I got back from choir about quarter to five to find my sister LOCKED IN THE BATHROOM! it turned out she had been stuck there for two and a half hours! and while I could understand her distress in such a situation, i also very much appreciated the humour, and laughed like a mad fool. Around 5:30, my mom came home and we left to pick up Laura and go to Tims house, where we were going to watch The Notebook, because i really liked it, and Tim and Stephen hadnt seen it. Tuesday night was fun! we ordered pizza, and watched the movie, and tlaked and laughed, and danced to bad music. But then it was 9:30, and I remembered it was only Tuesday, and we had to leave, what a bummer.

So thats my summed up week, i hope i didnt accidentaly bored you to death!